So that was 2014….

2/1/2015

Writing a blog is an interesting process. I fluctuate between wondering whether I have something worth saying (aka; is what I have to say, worth sharing?) to believing that my views may be of interest (aka; the pleasure of sharing my thoughts is fulfilling). It can be very enlightening.

I have no sense of who may be reading the posts and whether they are interesting or not. And to be very clear, I have no delusion that I am a writer. I am not even sure that I know what my blog is about… I do know they are the ravings and rantings of me – however, do they matter? I enjoy putting shape to my thoughts. It is common for me to problem solve by talking “in draft” and finding a conclusion through that process. Writing the blog is like that. Talking to myself “in draft”. I put my thoughts and reflections down then it takes my mind in a new direction. Sometimes, even reaching a decision and/or a conclusion!

I have been reading over my early posts and this captured my attention from 18/12/2012 …….. It has suddenly become apparent that I live in approximately six parallel universes and the power jets have been re-boosted!! It is true that I have a number of aspects to my life however; the choice I made was to focus the blog on PCH, the garden and the lifestyle we love.

So what is the meaning of this particular ‘monkey monkey underpants’ moment, I ask myself? It has come about as I was documenting my reflections of 2014 and I realised how deeply personal my thoughts had become.

I was exploring very emotional reactions to numerous things; extremes of disappointment & joy, dislike & love, envy & pride, discomfort & confidence. Suddenly I thought – is this what I really want to share? WHAT do I REALLY WANT to share? Does anyone actually read it and does it make any difference? Does it matter if anyone reads PCH Blog? Does my blog have to only include PCH and PCCS highlights?

Well, I guess the answer is, that it is my blog and I can write and say whatever I want….there are no rules and if no one reads it – does it really matter?

2014 was a huge year and it was also a blink in time…I have had numerous moments I am very sustained by and some moments that I have learnt valuable life lessons from. I have firmly grounded some wonderful new relationships and I have also freed up some others.

The ebbs and flows of 2014 continue to reinforce the wonders of the circle of life, love and living.

DC x

5 Comments

kim

7/1/2015 10:17:24 am

Debra.
I think you have summed up your blog here on PCH, with this little line you used:
"Well, I guess the answer is, that it is my blog and I can write and say whatever I want….there are no rules and if no one reads it – does it really matter?"
Charles Bukowski, is want to use a very similar line in his writing works, there are instances where he chops back and forth in the story - he simply adds into his work - "it's my story and I will tell how I want to" and then may qualify it with a line that tells the reader if you don't like it that is just bad luck. (Or a single word to that effect)
I for one have enjoyed reading what you have to say, it is always informative and bright.
It matters not I don't think about the subject matter, whether it may be the seriousness of "landing on the moon," or the more simple, "the dog has eaten the homework."
The notion that it has to be about food or PCH itself is not necessarily of importance. Although the blogs on classes and how things have gone in the kitchen, really just highlight your enthusiasm.
It is a place where you can talk to yourself, whether one or two pair of eyes read it or not may not be important.
It is a place where you can lodge some of your thoughts from the inside of your head, so as to clear up a bit of free space in the brain.
If you feel that it is a cathartic exercise - for you - then that may be your substitute for going to the gym, or just digging a hole in the yard.
It is about working something off of yourself.
Anyway that is the way I am seeing it, facebook is a good promotion vehicle, but is not really a ranting place.
As we know any more than ten words and most people wont read it, whereas a blog is a little different.
Write it and they will come, and if they don't then they miss it, but you will have had your voice recorded for all time.
Bit like poets, they contort and bend their words so neat, and print a book to sell on the street.
Unfortunately most of their books end up as remainders, and those that sold were bought by friends.
kk

Deb

7/1/2015 10:54:58 am

PS KK ... you know me from so long ago ... I felt very happy to see that you think my posts are informative and bright ... you know there have been dark days !!

Euan Semple link

7/1/2015 10:43:06 am

Like KK I love reading your blog. As you know I believe that blogs are valuable to write even if no one reads them.

There has been so much criticism of self indulgence and trivia on the internet that people are now nervous of not being interesting enough. Who cares! People have an insatiable appetite for learning about each other and the twists and turns of human nature.

Writing well, as you do, draws us into your world and allows us to share it. This is a good thing.

Deb

7/1/2015 10:52:30 am

Well MR Euan ..... I feel so proud to have a response from you... You know how much I admire and respect your work - so this means lots & lots. Like you I read so many blogs and I ALWAYS feel so close to the folk ... whether I know them in reality or not. I love the connection I feel. THANKS .. DC x

Deb

7/1/2015 10:49:22 am

Hey KK, THANKS .... you are kind and wise. I feel a whole lot better! DC x

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